I woke up with a migraine that was so painful that my morning train ride was full of involuntary tears (provoked by bright lights, a screaming child, the jerking motion of the train).
I’m doing my best to disappear into my cup of coffee, hoping the caffeine will help.
Also, echo and the bunnymen quietly playing in the background is helping. Or helping my mood at least.
I’m tired of physical pain ruining what would be otherwise happy days. The jaw clenching that’s causing these migraines is a side effect of my medication- I don’t know how to make it stop and I think it’s way too early to switch medications.
I dunno. I want to feel good- what use is it to not be anxious and scared if I hurt too badly to function?
I think people just think I’m being bitchy today too- but it physically hurts too much to smile.